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Slow Descent

by Heartsick

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1.
Bleak 01:19
"As one loses sleep their mind begins to crumble which enforces the thought process to overload, therefore creating issues between reality and what goes on without being noticed in our own subconscious self. We create our own disease. " We are the end. The epidemic that we created. We are the end. The human race is the carrier. Retrain your mind to hate.
2.
Eraser 03:25
I know I'm not the perfect one. I know I'm not wanted as a son. In my dreams I've pulled the trigger of a gun. I'll be dead and fucking done. Some days I wanna forget. Some days I wanna forget. Everything. I know you've thought of suicide. I've had the same thoughts in my mind. I know I'm not the perfect one. I know I'm not wanted as a son. In my dreams I've pulled the trigger of a gun. I'll be dead and fucking done. I've got a lot to prove and nothing to lose. I'll watch your face slowly fade in the mirror. Some days I wanna forget. Some days I wanna forget.
3.
Glorify 02:23
I'm so sick of seeing the noose. Take this knife, write your last letter and slit your fucking throat. Live and die in agony. Live and die in agony. A swift death is not what you deserve. Die slow. Watch it be glorified on social media. Watch the sheep follow the deceased. Blergh. I am so sick of this. I'm sick and tired of this shit. Fuck.
4.
Existence 01:32
Open your eyes, ears, heart and listen to me. Hate only fuels my existence. Everyday I have to put up with this filth. Kill every single fucking living thing. Eradicate this world of life. Nothing but disgust. Nothing but disgust. All I see is red. I can't wait till we're fucking dead.
5.
Slow Descent 01:31
6.
Temptress 02:36
Temptress, I see you every night in my dreams. I can't escape your grasp and your fixation on me. The gravitational pull so strong and I'm struggling to fight. Sit back and watch as I drown. Temptress, I see you every night in my dreams. I can't escape your grasp and your fixation on me. The gravitational pull so strong and I'm struggling to fight. Forever lost between the dark and the light. I feel I'm losing the fight. I give in. Forever lost between the dark and the light. I feel I'm losing the fight. I give in. I lay here awaiting slumber, I feel this is the end. Eyes bloodshot from torment, I fear this is the end of me. Looks like I've lost my heart and lost my soul. There's no way to get it back.
7.
Bugs are creeping under my skin. How did they get in? How did they get in? Unbearable itch, unbearable itch. Soon I'll be dead and fucking left in a ditch. Curse me, oh, curse me. Let this earth swallow me whole Let me sink beneath the dirt and destroy every soul. Eternity spent living as a fool. Walking like a lost fucking sheep all because I cannot sleep. I am cursed to sink. Watch me fall back into the dark. Walking like a lost fucking sheep all because I cannot sleep. I am cursed to sink.
8.
As the clouds cover me. I become a figment of your imagination. A memory that you can't quite recall. A face without a name. I bet you're questioning your reactions. I bet you have so much regret. Don't pin this on me when I'm the one you've let fade away. As your heartbeats, my brain pulses black. These clouds begin to darken and the rain begins to pour. I freeze and shatter into shards of ice. To of fallen apart like this over and over, proving a rebuild is impossible. A solution so far from reach. Why is it when the sun falls behind the mountains, I seem to crawl into a corner? This darkness consumes me. I can't fight it off, I cannot seem to fathom. Cure me of this sickness, each night just gets worse. Cure me of this sickness, each night just gets worse. Sleep is my enemy and I will die awake. I will die awake.
9.
Endless 03:24
I'm losing sleep and losing my mind. Each dream is just another way to die. Watching horrific endings to my life. I've come to realize trepidation. I'm losing sleep and losing my mind. Each dream is just another way to die. Watching horrific endings to my life. I've come to realize trepidation has faded. I am not afraid to die. These visions depriving me of function. I'll run myself into the ground until I fall into eternal slumber. I'm losing sleep and losing my mind. Each dream is just another way to die. Watching horrific endings to my life. I've come to realize trepidation has faded. Worm food. Dig my grave. I'm already fucking dead.
10.
Soulless 02:16
Confined inside the four walls of my mind. Sanity is something I cannot find. I'm seeing shadows creep and reflections of what isn't there. The nights are getting longer and I'm beginning to stare. This seems to be my undoing, creation of a monster brewing, another mindless being to walk the earth. My soul has been sold and hung for a life of misery. My heart thrown against a wall. A hollow shell left to rot. Each step I take brings me to the end. No light to shine in this life of black and grey. I'll be forever on my knees crying to an empty sky. Just let me die.

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released November 7, 2014

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